bianca / 21 / australia


does anybody else clean their phone screen by wiping it on their boob or is that just me

my boyfriend didn’t believe me when I told him people check out guys’ packages when they’re wearing tracksuit pants because it clings and you can see everything

I was like wow you have a lot to learn

"You do care. You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it.”
J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (via a-thousand-words)

thoughts — Sun, Sep 28, 4.32pm

  • I live my life in fear. I am afraid of so many things and I’m always stressed and anxious because of it. People always say I should calm down. But everything is scary and I can’t help it.
  • I’ve always hated my stomach but I’m now at a point where I really hate it. I can’t stand it. It’s pudgy and gross. Other people have naturally flat stomachs and can wear midriff tops, etc. where as I look like the ‘before’ picture of a tummy tuck. I’m embarrassed that my boyfriend sees it. He says he loves my body but I cringe and throw his hands off me when he touches my stomach. It looks awful no matter what weight I am.
  • I realised the other day that I don’t want to try because I’m afraid of failing (again, fear). Failing means I will have to face how shitty I am. I don’t want to do that. I don’t want to know how shitty I really am.
"Who hurt you so much that you started to hate yourself?”
— Midnight thoughts (what made you so sad)